Latest tweet from @leesuhh_aye.

    When I was 16, I had a fake I.D. and decided to go to a gay bar by myself because some friends bailed on me. While there, an older gentleman bought me a drink. He wasn’t a creeper, and he definitely wasn’t unattractive. I accepted the drink and began talking to him. No big deal. As the hour progressed, I felt myself feeling strange. I mentioned that I felt like I had a headache, and this guy helped guide me out of the bar. As we were walking down the street, the thought of, ‘Oh god, he’s drugged me, I’m going to die’ came to my head. I tried to get away, but I was so drugged up that I could barely walk, let alone speak. It also didn’t help that I had really large ‘goth’ platform shoes because I was going through a phase. Anyway, this guy brought me to his suv and began undressing me. As a final act of defiance, I hit him over the head with my platform shoe. He then punched me, and I remember thinking, ‘Why don’t they ever give workshops to gay guys about being victims of rape too?’ While I was as careful as possible, I never saw the guy slip something in the drink. I even watched the bar tender make the drink. Anyway, I lied there completely paralyzed while this pervert was lubing up. I locked eyes with his for a moment, and that’s when it happened. A very large and angry drag queen opened the door of the vehicle and beat the shit out of my attempted rapist. She and her other drag friends helped dress and care for me while the police arrived. I was saved by a group of guardian drag queens. They were basically the modern day ‘angels from heaven.’

    rated-e-for-emily:

    This is a perfect example of how LGBT people are equal to any heterosexual.

    Homophobes like to assume that all LGBT people are bad people. As this story shows, they’re human. Some of them are bad (like the rapist), and some are good (like the drag queens), just as with heterosexuals.

    People should stop thinking that just because someone has a certain sexual orientation or gender confusion, they’re bad people.

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    blowj0bz:

cutest fucking picture i have seen on tumblr.

    blowj0bz:

    cutest fucking picture i have seen on tumblr.

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    words i don’t have the courage to say…

    you’re laying here beside me & i just cannot express this to you.

    i can’t explain how i’m feeling or what i want from you…

    this time with you is special to me…i feel like our bodies fit and our mind connects. no words are needed to express this moment. when you hold me i know that i’m the one you want to protect… when you touch me i feel the your mind is filled with the image of my body… when we kiss everything around us turns into empty space…& it’s just me & you…your touch, your love…its special to me…i feel special, i feel loved, i feel wanted.  i feel that there could never be another…i feel that i fill your thoughts and there is no room for anything else…i cherish this time with you…because in the morning when we wake…i know that others will invade your thoughts…i’ll no longer be special…i’ll no longer be the only one…i cherish this time and i never want it to end…the days are long and sometimes lonely…but as the day drags on and my faith in you wears thin…i pray that you are thrown back into my bed..just so i can feel special to you again. 

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    I don’t know why I let the things you say cut me so deep… I express how I feel any chance I get but I feel like you are trying to find reasons to leave…reasons to run…reasons to hide. we aren’t ready…but why halt the process? why break the bond..every time you take a stab the bond is breaking..my heart is breaking..and it’s bad enough you left her in…she breaks our bond…I work so hard to keep it together and you sit back and watch it break..I can no longer express what’s wrong with me…because I don’t know…what’s wrong is that I cannot have what I want…I can’t feel how I want without you trying to change my mind…I can’t tell you with you trying to run..I get that you’re a runner…but why can’t you run to me? instead of away from me? I don’t understand what’s so hard…why this is do difficult…I love you…is it not good enough? I just want you to feel my love.

    too much physical & emotional pain for one day…my mind is in a dark twisted messed up place…& this hospital is not making it better.


    i can’t write you a song or make this rhyme..well i can try..but i can only tell you how i feel. how i really feel.

    you’re the reason this smile is upon my face…baby you’re all i need…and i can’t imagine wanting more. 

    am i the one for you? cause baby i believe i don’t wanna live with out you. 

    i dream that you’ll leave..and never come back to me. i pray that you’ll stay and forever love me. 

    i wish i was all you needed & you never wanted anything more.  just don’t give up on me…

    looks like the tables have turned on…now that i see he’s been playing me. 

    now my mind is spinning and my heart is dead. i don’t want to feel this pain..i just want you to hold me instead. 

    no matter how we grow…she will always creep back in…breaking down my walls…i don’t think this will ever come to an end.

    maybe one day you’ll say that i’m the one for you…until then i can just pretend that i’m the one you want to come home too. 


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    i-curve:

wonderful

    i-curve:

    wonderful

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